stuck in a rut
isabella76
i am stuck with a broke down car and roommates that dont appreciate me i am lonely and bored with life

single
isabella76
i am single and looking for that someone special i have an ad on craigslist that i need to update so i can meet someone but its not looking good. i have a couple who is interested in me and they are going to be my roommates and i have another room rob who is 45 no one knows im a vampire i dont think i should tell them i should be spending more time at the meetups. and with my friends. im drinking slimfast for dinner and trying to lose weight. im not fat but i have an extra 20 lbs to lose. i miss my kids and the grandbaby. i hope they come visit soon.

long time no post
isabella76
so here it is i am on a happy path in my life putting away my need to feed or at least i dont know that im doing it its been 3 weeks since i went to tranz i miss the place i cant wait to go back some day.i miss my kids and my friends i have been making new friends and they are going to be roommates by the 1st i have a good feeling about this. i get to keep my house i made new friends they are  mortals and they don't know i am a vampire. i have no idea how they would react if i told them i think i will wait a long while. im sitting here with my ex Tiffany she is getting the mail and visiting its cool. so you have choices in your life it just depends on which way you choose to pick. im single again  since a long time ago. i wish i ha d a way to trans on Friday WELL ENOUGH BABBLING FOR NOW GOTS TO GO . TALK TO TO SOON:)

LONELY
isabella76
IM LONELY AND BORED I HAVE NOTHING TO DO ALL DAY EXCEPT LOOK AT THE MESS I DIDNT MAKE IM SO SICK OF PEOPLE MESSING UP MY HOUSE I HOPE I GET HOUSING AT THE SCHOOL I NEED A NEW START.

single again
isabella76
well im single again after 2 years ans i dont know what to do with my self. im looking for someone new but its hard im still not over her yet how do you get over someone and soon. cause i dont want this ache in my heart any longer to make it worse her new girlfriend is talking shit to me .i dont know what to do. im lost and hurting inside but i have to put on this ok face because the bitch still lives with me. she is sleeping on the couch though. so at least i dont have to lay next to her. part of me wants her back but part of me wants something better.well im rambling so i will go for now

bored to death
isabella76
so lately i have been sleeping in till like 3 and today i slept until 5 i am just so bored i do all my class work and homework and then i have to fight for the tv because everyone is playing video games then when i am watching tv i get bored with it. i don't know what is wrong with me i normally get into TV but lately i haven't. i got my check from the left over school tuition today it was a lot more than i thought it was going to be. oh well; i haven't been wanting to go out either . i went out last night and came home before midnight. and then there are my meet ups there was one today and you would think if im bored i would go but i just didn't want to go. well im babbling so that's all for now.....

so confused
isabella76
i have an open relationship and lately i have been meeting a lot of people like me.n i have 3 guys fight per say over me and i dont know what to do. i don't want to hurt anyone but im not a slut. i guess i can rule out one guy already because he was too pushy. but the other two are complete gentle men they are married too so there are no strings attached in that way.i am leaning toward tom i met him 1st and i think it would be disrespectful to be with the other guy too because they are friends. i don't know im so confused

xliladdictedx
isabella76
i know this time can be very con fusing but just hang in there the truth shall reveal itself. try doing research on both and see if it sheds any light on the subject. have you had contact with a powerful vampire recently? have youb drank his or her blood? only the blood of a powerful vampire can change a human into a half breed of sorts i dont know much on the topic so my suggestion is to read

Writer's Block: Sweet and solo
isabella76
i make time for myself every friday and my family and friends know that i spend that time for my self no need for excuse

memories
isabella76
i have been a vampire my entire life but just recently awake. these are trying times. i have tried living on just blood or psi energy but i have to have both to sustain me. I wonder if there is anyone else out there like me. I enjoy being a vampire and wish everyone could know but the black veil holds me to a path of silence amount regular humans. I don't know if im human or not , but i most definitely know that i am a vampire. i have a group that i belong to and they are starting to bring my life some fulfillment. i am looking for other vampires that i can share my life with. my vampire experiences along with my human ones. I am in school to be a nurse so i am very busy with homework but never too busy for friends. if you want to know more about me write back and i will tell. do want some friends who are like me to talk to instead of this secret i have to keep.

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